on days like today
when the roads are wet
the sky is grey
when rain and snow fall upon my world
i am trapped inside a mood of melancholy...
my thoughts and feelings don't spread far outside the feelings of
lonely
sad
"hungry"
for attention, love, hugs and snuggles.
on days like today
it's funny how a sweet sadness;
a romantic depression
sweeps over me
and i feel a hurt and a comforting excitement all at the same time.
on days like today
i crave my house
i crave you,
i crave you with me
in my home
in front of my fire place
under a blanket
and being completely wrapped up in you.
on this day like today
you are absent
BUT
i still have my fireplace
i still have my home
and i have plenty of blankets
to keep me warm.
on this day like today
i plan to medicate my mood with tea,
hot chocolate,
classical music,
fuzzy socks,
my favorite sweat pants,
and a book
....i may even paint something else turquoise...
and do my very best
to enjoy my day like today.
