A new beginning at 31

Today is my 31st birthday.
And for my 31st birthday i got a new tattoo.
It's a symbol. A Zibu Angelic Symbol.

Here is a picture of my tattoo.....

This symbol means "Begin Anew"

The blessing of the symbol:

"We invite you to begin Anew by stepping through the threshold of Truth. The Truth holds the answers for you and will set you free. The new life you are invited to embrace is filled with blessings and love and compassion. As you embrace these qualities, doors will open for you. Your path will become more clear. Your vision will not be clouded any more."

This spoke to me. What i want is a fresh start. ANEW perspective. ANEW frame of mind. ANEW outlook. As i turn 31 and start my 32nd year of life on this planet, i am in a position of beginning NEW things, NEW life, NEW experiences, and placing a lot of things, people, and memories behind me. Not in an attempt to forget them, but to remove all things from my past out of my sights so i can focus on where i am headed and what i want VS where i have been.

Here's to beginning anew!

Love to all of you. XO

hunger

i can't escape it.
the unfulfilled
empty
and "hungry" feeling i have.


have you ever craved chocolate?
you know the craving if you've had one.
it's intense.
and in my attempts to satisfy the craving
i search through my pantry
browse my refrigerator
while eating the things i THINK might satisfy me
BUT what ends up happening is i taste
and nibble
on just about everything i have to eat
and STILL feel hungry
as my craving has not been satisfied.


that is how i feel
but YOU are my chocolate.
i live my life
i enjoy my life
i have much to be thankful for
and
i LOVE my life
but there is a constant hunger i have
that has yet to be satisfied
since you went away.


i'm hungry
for you.
i'm frustrated
with you.
i miss
you.
i remember
everything.
i can't escape
you.
i'm still in love
with you.
and i hate it.